Boys like Girls ft Taylor Swift
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing
So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing
That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey"
Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one
Danger Danger
- Verse 1 -
I've been a naughty boy
I didn't get a toy
Santa Clause left nothin' underneath my tree
He knows that I've been bad
But bein' good just ain't my fad
So here's the thing to do if your just like me
Everybody, pull the shades, lock the door, like you did before
- Chorus -
And have a naughty naughty Christmas and dirty dirty new year
Naughty Naughty Christmas, feelin' peace and all the good cheer
If you haven't got someone you love, love someone your near
And have a naughty naughty Christmas this year
- Verse 2 -
It's too cold to go out today
We'll take a ride in an open slay
I'll do some kissin' underneith the misteltoe
My babies always been the given kind but when she tells me she's my present and she blows my mind
I can't wait but I'm gonna' unwrap her slow
Oh yeah we're gonna have a ball
And we'd like to wish you all...
- Chorus -
A naught naughty Christmas and a dirty dirty new year
Naughty Naughty Christmas, feelin' peace and all the good cheer
If you haven't got someone you love, love someone your near
And have a naughty naughty Christmas this year
- Verse 3 -
A naught naughty Christmas and a dirty dirty new year
Naughty Naughty Christmas, feelin' peace and all the good cheer
If you haven't got someone you love, love someone your near
And have a naughty naughty Christmas
- repeat -
Have a naughty naughty Christmas X2
This year.
Ne-Yo
For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took the idea that i had
of everything that i wanted to have
and made me see there was something missing...
For the ending of my first begin
(And) For the rare and unexpected friend
For the way you're something that I'd never choose
but at the same time something i don't wanna lose
and never wanna be without ever again...
Chorus:
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
when you appear i had no idea...
You're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here, always...
My accidental happily (ever after)
The way you smile and how you comfort me (with your laughter)
I must admit you were not a part of my book
but now if you open it up and take a look
you're the beginning and the end of every chapter...
Chorus:
You're the best thing i never knew i needed
when you appear i had no idea...
You're the best thing i never knew i needed (that i needed)
so now it's so clear i need you here, always...
Who knew knew that I could be...
So unexpectedly...
Undeniably happy (yeah)
With you right here, right here next to me...
Chorus:
You're the best thing i never knew i needed
when you appear i had no idea...
You're the best thing i never knew i needed (that i needed)
so now it's so clear i need you here, always...
...Now it's so clear, I need you here always
The last tribute's for those i worked with. And this one is for 08s38.
It's been 2 whole years. Thanks for all that's always there when i need you people, despite the fact that i've never been there all the time for you guys. Apologies.
I think this VJ journey's been really a nice one. Like, we started off as strangers from different parts of the nation. I remembered the first day i walked into class and as i sat on the 2nd last row, i was thinking to myself. "WTH" Well that "wth" impression definitely changed as we grew closer. No longer strangers, no longer mere meet and go friends. People say that your best friends will be made during secondary school and maybe junior college, i say it may be the opposite. JC offered me an entirely different view of what life is like. That super big ego decided to retreat by a substantial amount. That selfish, authoritative collin has taken a step back. MCP? declined.
Well, staying in an all boys school may not have been the best of all choices. I'm so not going to quote statistics here, but girls definitely gain lots more from being in a girls school but it's definitely not the same for guys. Despotic? Probably. A common trait for guy school's guys.
Well, i've learned a lot. Cliques do exist everywhere, well one fortunate thing at least is that we still exist as a class. At least pretty much as one. (Or 2/3 if you wanna call it that way) I love how the class blended as one.
SDD was a closure that didn't really seemed like one. It was nonetheless the official one though, i think most of us won't just stop being friends till then.
To beloved BENZENE. I'm not going into the details but yes. bonded as 1. We quarreled, cold war-ed, pissed the shit out of each other, yet we enjoyed the happiest moments together as well. I have no idea why we even started with the " Let's rank your benzene member " "game". I don't believe in such ranking, any form of ranking proves nothing at the end of the day, it just segregates. At the end of the day. I just want us to stay as one. 1.
So yes.
Aloysius Koh. The buddy’s whos there always. Pessimistic. I think you are worse than kenrick. What will life be like if...Life was a little more optimistic. And i wonder. I’m quite sure you’ll do well in everything and be someone up there in no time. Just need to relax a bit and you should be fine. For this 2 years, thanks so much for all and everything. Being a good listening ear, someone who listens to my nonsense and rubbish. Well one point i have to apologise for though. I am not there all the time because i’m irritated by you sometimes, your pessimism just irritates me.:p SO YES! Change for the better. Life isn’t bleak. The only barrier you needa beat is the one up in your head. The one that says. Aloysius, you suck. Come on dude. Life’s a joy and how you enjoy it, how you manage to overcome it. It all depends on you. So yes. Thanks for everything and CHANGE:D
Glen Ang. GBADU. Well who actually started it. I’m so not going to boost your ego, but yes. You aren’t dumb. Definitely seen and proven. Perhaps the only person who’s more hardcore than me by like a million times, the amount of effort you put in to get your academic success is just shocking sometimes. But oh wells. Army’s next. Of all people, you irritated the shit out of me the most, the most insensitive annoying nonsense i’ve seen. What kind of rubbish are you ar. Seriously. Luckily i decided to make peace and yes. Everything became better. I know you are probably enjoying your life in Japan now. I’ve got nothing much to say about you. Seriously. Be more sensitive sometimes :D And yes, enjoy your life and enjoy the time left before army :s
Jasmine Teo. The one that doesn’t get past the thermal detector. high radioACTIVITY. You are one of the most hyperactive person around but you always manage to chill and keep your cool when it’s supposed to be serious. Thanks for being such a wonderful CT rep.:) And thanks for all the advice and everything. Like what you said. The female version of Aloysius.:) Stay high, stay cool and be less emotional at times.:)
Tan Jie Ying. I really don’t know what to say. Can you be less blur? :D HAHAHAHA. Oh wells, i think of the 6 of us, i definitely talk the least to you. Hmm. Watch less dramas and go out more:D And hopefully you’ll enjoy the 8 months break yea? I realised the guy’s won’t have this privilege at all. Like doing whatever you want and stuff. And maybe go learn driving or something. Thanks for being there when we need you and smile more!
Tings. I have too much to say that i’m just beyond words:) Thanks for being there always and yeaps. Ok i really don’t know what to say. You’re definitely one of the closest i’m to and yes. Totally predictable. :) Thanks for everything and i’ll definitely miss the times we all went crazy ( though you went crazier than i did :D ) smiles:)
And those i didn’t manage to thank, like bong, jacq, suni and the rest. Thanks for making it such a wonderful journey and all the best for the future.:) Stay in contact:)
I have no idea what kind of response this post will generate but one thing for sure: I appreciate all those that played an integral part in my life.
So yes. Here it goes.
Let's start with council. It's been really full of ups and downs. Well frankly it started on day 1, orientation. I was really really amazed by everything that was being organised. I still remember myself saying that there is no way i'll ever join council. No way will it be in my priority list. Well the urge to join a sport was really killing me, and i was really certain i’ll never do something that has to deal with the idea of being a student leader. I guess i was proven wrong. It was one of the last choices i had because i knew that it was a backing. At the very most, if i couldn’t find something i like, that will the last choice. I remembered both martin and terence joining ct council and yea, i did give ct council a try. However, at the end of it i chose the crazier of the two. STUDENTS COUNCIL.
Everything feels so long ago, like how we started and stuff like that, but the irony is this: Investiture felt so yesterday. Orientation 2. Nom’s night. Elects Camp. NUS children’s ward visit. Intra-council day. Farewell Assembly. Open House. Senior Dinner and Dance. Orientation 09. Nom’s Camp. Music Fest. Outvest.
It didn’t end there. It definitely didn’t end there.
Redshirting. The most important event in the entire journey.
What matters most isn’t the events itself but the people who was with me all this while. I’m sorry for being insensitive, i’m sorry for being too stubborn. Thanks to all those who believed in me, for those who stood by me all the while. Some friends came by and left, while the few of you people stood by my side always. Thanks once again.
Kenrick Chin. You psychotic manipulative bitch. Psychotic for being by my side and allow me to vent my anger and being receptive to all the nonsense i did. Manipulative for being such a manipulative figure in my life. You turned my life topsy turvy. You created hell. Wth man. And the last one is self explanatory. B-I-A-T-C-H. You know what it means better than i do my friend.:D But somehow you were by my side all this while, you knocked sense into me whenever i was down, you are always there to be my good listening ear. Thanks for all the k-pop madness( though i think i caused the craze with all the random blasting of speakers in the council room ) and the psychotic GAGA fever. One thing for you though. Forgive and forget. You know what i mean. :)
Stacy Kayla Sng. The one and only one( other than me ) who gives the wtf face all the time. Like what Kat said last night before you left. Smile more princess kayla. Dagger eyes will just scare all the guys away. HAHAHA. And your 5 inch heels that scares all the guys away (except for me :D) Ok down to serious business. Thanks for being such an understanding classmate and council mate. Thanks for the care and concern all the time. And by the time you see this, you’ll probably be done with your 1/2 month tour in europe!
Geraldine Quek. How dare you call me a cat. GOLDFISH! :D You and your straightforwardness owns everyone flat. Guess what. Till date, i have no idea why you can get away with all of this. Immunity against all strikes eh. Thanks for being there for me all the time ( though you’ll kill me sometimes when i disappoint:x ) and thanks for all your efforts. Working with you in RECO and SDD was just simply a pleasure. Stay cool eh! But remember. Be less straightforward sometimes. Not everyone can take it :)
Victoria Faith Neoh. The one who’s always predictable. Thanks for being a good listening ear as well and a cool working partner. You made me understand loads of stuff especially these couple of months, you made me feel as if i wasn’t alone. Frankly speaking, we do think the same way sometimes. Yeaps. I guess just follow your heart and do what you think is the best. Well decisions are hard to make but sometimes, you need to make the decision that goes with what you truly believe in. Thanks once again :)
Hannah Rose Murphy. Forever suanning me. One thing i must learn from you though is that always smile. Always. I always wonder how on earth are you able to do that. Like seriously. How can you put on that smile in front of someone you can’t stand. Hmm. Oh wells. Perhaps the person with the highest eq around, you are definitely one person to look up to. ( In terms of eq that is, not h_____ :X) Stay cool!
And two other people.
who left this tiny island.
Katharine Khorazon. Dragon lady. I think you’re one of the most aggressive woman around. However, it’s your aggressiveness that makes you special. Thanks for being one of the most committed and dedicated person around, in whatever you do. Be it those redshirting season ( i missed those times, really. ), be it nom’s camp, be it the mugging period. You are always dedicated. We try to look at things at a larger picture. We put in our 110% in everything. And yes. You’ll be dearly missed. Like seriously. Don’t miss us too much though:D And enjoy your spa and everything. It’ll be 3 mths of enjoyment before we see you back here again!:D
Thomas Lim. The ever irritating “HAHAHAHAHHA! -points at you and laugh like a 90 pointer idiot-” I won’t forget you that’s for sure. And yes frankly speaking, it doesn’t feel as if you left. :x Anyway, all the best for your xmas present! Hoping to hear good news from you as well! And yes. We’ll see you in KL soon so yea. We have to enjoy that period ( before i get into the army)
I know the long list goes on. Special mention to people like xiaowei, nicholas, pengrui, leon and those that i’ve worked with all this while. Thanks for being there always. Even though it’s just mere 2 years, you people played a indispensable role in this torpsy turvy 2 years.
I have so much to say and this is merely just so little that i’ve said. I miss everyone. I miss council. 2 years just went by just like this. At the end of the day, 1+0 will not become 0 because you made a difference in others life. It may not be penned down anywhere, but at the end of the day you know something for sure. You made a difference.
Thanks everyone.
The good and bad happened. One thing for sure, at least i learned something.
It's gonna be a long journey ahead, hang on guys. Thanks VJC.
it made me understand where you really stand.
Right. Just those 9 words to sum up my feelings. It's 2 months of pure slacking and resting ( and training up as well ) but i guess i'll simply love it:D
One thing for sure. I need to get some things done :)
Picture perfect memories,
Scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone cause, I can’t fight it any more.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.
It’s a quarter after one, I’m all alone and I need you now.
Said I wouldn’t call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don’t know how I can do without, I just need you now.
Another shot of whiskey, can’t stop looking at the door.
Wishing you’d come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.
It’s a quarter after one, I’m a little drunk,
And I need you now.
Said I wouldn’t call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don’t know how I can do without, I just need you now.
Yes I’d rather hurt than feel nothing at all.
It’s a quarter after one, I’m all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn’t call but I’m a little drunk and I need you now.
And I don’t know how I can do without, I just need you now.
I just need you now.
Oh baby I need you now.
Not giving up till the end :)
한껏 다 주고 싶은데
빈 손이 미안해져
맘껏 널 보고 싶은데
닿을까 불안해져
널향한 이런 내맘 사랑이라는
두글자로 모자라
나에게 그리움을 가르친 사람
그게 너라서 난 너라서
내게 얼마나 고마운지
아프게 하지마 힘들게 하지마
그래도 니가 좋아
하필 너인지 왜 너인지
내게 묻지말아줘
애태워도 울게해도
그냥 너라서 사랑해
하루 왠 종일 그려도
지겹지 않은 사람
고된 기다림 조차도 즐겁게 하는 사람
너만을 위한 내맘 바보 같다고
놀려되도 괜찮아
내 생에 다신 없을 빛나는 사람
그게 너라서 난 너라서
내게 얼마나 고마운지
아프게 하지마 힘들게 하지마
그래도 니가 좋아
하필 너인지 왜 너인지
내게 묻지말아줘
애태워도 울게해도
그냥 너라서 사랑해
누구도 오지 못하게
가슴에 빈틈 없도록
가득 들어찬 사랑
너라서 너라서 내게 얼마나 다행인지
니가 아니라면 다른사람이면
이토록 사랑할까
너의 가슴에 또 기억에
영원토록 남겨질 단 한사람 단 한사람
그게 너라서 감사해
Reality hasn't really sunk in i suppose but it definitely will in no time :)
After all this 2 years. Finally.
Just beat it, beat it, beat it, beat it
No one wants to be defeated
Showin' how funky and strong is your fight
It doesn't matter who's wrong or right
Just beat it, beat it
Just beat it, beat it
Just beat it, beat it
Just beat it, beat it
Alright. BANG BANG BANG :D
in this uncertain life? Happiness, greatness,
pride - nothing is secure, nothing keeps.
~Euripides, Hecuba
People see you trying, but guess what. It's not enough.
You tell yourself not to stop. I'm sorry to say this. It's not enough.
Not enough.
Even the best fall down one day. What makes you think you never do?
Just that people know when to fall. And you chose to fall at this crucial juncture.
At the end of the day, you know who knows it best.
Again, what's the point. So what if you know it best. Like what people always say, you do things for people to see. Not for yourself to know.
Maybe sometimes, life isn't fair. Oh wait. Life has never been fair.
If it was, i wouldn't have been that lucky for that first 16 years of my life.
If it was, i wouldn't have gotten almost everything i wanted for the first 16 years of my life.
Seems like everything's changing. Everything is.
The only thing that isn't. Is fear itself.
Now we know what's the true heartbreaker.
You lose and gain something all the time, it's just how you perceive it.
Control your feelings, not the other way around.
It's gonna be another milestone ahead.
Take it on.
Sacrifice still exists everywhere, and everywhere the elect of each generation suffers for the salvation of the rest.
I can't waste anymore time. Focus and strive.
Last chance to make a mark.
10 years down the road, I'll look back and realise nothing will be achieved without the effort i'm putting in now.
REGRETS? no way.
I tell myself things will change. And even if things don't change, I'll take it as it is and let destiny lead me on.
One thing to be certain, life will continue even after human race die out.
Alternative D-day ending.
Feeling it somehow.
Sleep does more harm than good.
I need time to recover. I need the space to breathe.
Still finding that solution.
Let's talk about.... Senior Dinner and Dance. I can't wait to see how the response will be. And the venue's at Fullerton hotel, at a pricey 95 bucks though.
Theme: Royale.
Well after knowing the theme, i think checking the internet will give you a better idea of what royale... suggests.
Many people is asking what exactly does Royale mean so.
Go to http://google.com
Type Royale.
Click search.
Let's see.
1. Download Royale theme for Windows XP.
2.Casino Royale
And the list goes on.
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Maybe. This.
ROYALE. Your interpretation.
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrows
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
(Chorus)
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which in dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very very,
Mad world, Mad world
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday, happy birthday
And they feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me
[Chorus]
And I find it kind of funny,
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I fine it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very very
Mad world, Mad world
Mad world, Mad world
But the whole place signs besides you
Living in every moment
Have I wasted all your time
You're young until you're not
You love until you don't
You try until you can't
You laugh until you cry
You cry until you laugh
And everyone must breathe
Until their dying breath
Revising at home is never efficient. NEVER. And that's probably why kenrick and vic are happily mugging their night out at the airport. I can never do that :)
It's probably the last break left before the major As, gosh. Yes.
i NEED sleep. Probably that's why i have been waking up only to realise the sun's on top of me. :D
I've been having this weird craving for food though most of the time it's just mere cravings to LOOK and not consume them.
Bye fries, chips and everything deemed to be detrimental to my health. :D
Medical checkup tomorrow. Pes _? You fill it up for me.
It's weird to realise that i do want to know more. Though it may not be the best thing to do... but who cares. Seriously. :)
Imagine the wheels of the car being used as car seats while the steering wheel's being used as tires instead.
I wonder how it feels like having to see the world in a totally different perspective.
It's weird to think about this at this late hour, but who cares.
Geek-fied.
Everything seemed like a dream.
Your Result: Words
You're very picky about what you would have. Your favorite scripture, the name of your child or parent, or something along those lines fits you best. Whatever line you choose, everyone will know it is very close to your heart.
Choose to believe in what you really do and not follow the status quo... if need be.
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through all the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
Im just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth
So what's next in line ?
I just required a break and i got one. :)
Again, good things never lasts.
Back to that old and ironclad routine.
For some reason i cannot explain.
Maybe i really can't.
i just want to know what's upcoming.
it's getting exasperating yet fascinating at the same time.
i realise. i lost control of everything. my thoughts, my feelings. everything.
i need a chillout session. urgently.
why?
Your Result: A Smokelike Person
You tend to hide you emotions. You are at a very low point in life. You almost seem to not want to go on anymore. Fade a way into smoke not exist. You feel alone in life. You feel as if no body could ever understand you. But there is only one thing that clings you to life. You want to belong. But you dont want to change. You want to be around people you want to have a reason to go on. You are sometimes envious of other people's seemingly perfect lives. If you want to have a seemingly perfect life, then you should start hanging around warm sunlike people, or friendly earthlike people, or tell your problems to an quiet listener moon person. And you always have a speck of hope inside of you. Even if you feel all hope is lost, hope is hard to fully kill. so nurture and try to see life in different eyes, and maybe it'll be a brighter world.
And i wonder why.
Maybe what everyone said was right. Too naive, too insensitive.
Well. The most probable reason for my downfall.
When love is just another feeling people think they understand.
When hate is just another expression people use to show displeasure.
When sorrow is just another feeling they use casually to gain sympathy.
When lies is just another way to live through life.
Tell me what makes me different from others.
Tell me what makes the world different from me.
Tell me why the days never seemed any better.
Tell me why.
Searching for an answer.
I'm trying to believe there's still a reason for my existence.
I'm trying to believe there's still a reason for me to live my life to the fullest.
365 days.
i realised, things didn't change for the better.
I didn't know what were the reason for all the actions.
Like i said before. I don't know what's wrong.
And i'm glad you people realised i am just like any other friend of yours.
One who's insecure... at times.
The greatest fear is not rejection itself.
But the fear of what comes after rejection.
LOVE. Decode it.
American Idol 8 Finale Coronation Song
Ohh
Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment lasts forever
When you feel you've lost your way
What if my chances were already gone
I started believing that I could be wrong
But you gave me one good reason
To fight and never walk away
So here I am still holding on
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
I fought to the limit you stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets
Don't know where the future's headed
Nothing's gonna bring me down
Jumped every bridge I've run every line
I risk being safe, I always knew why
I always knew why
So here I am still holding on
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule cause there's nothing between you and your dreams
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up everything
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
No boundaries
Yeah, there are no boundaries
Definitely, boundaries are set to restrict us from going off course.
However, the true fact is: Boundaries just prevents you from exploring your greatest dreams.
With days, i found a true meaning in what i call LIFE.
It's more than before. I hope it's finally a true understanding.
In the end, everyone got hurt. Somehow or another.
It also takes time for us to realise what lies ahead, whether such conflicts are necessary in the first place, whether such lines have to drawn so clearly.
A pact of peace and concord.
Things will get better.
I finally realised what made me really pissed off all this while, everything has an answer now.
Maybe that was just a mere catalyst but its sufficient to cause such hostility.
Anger, Disappointment. Probably 2 words can sum it all up.
Probably that's why i refuse to believe in something called platonic love.
Maybe nothing really matters.
Till the day i gain the trust of the people around, i will walk the lonely roads myself.
Someone answer me. What's true friends?
I realised i will miss everyone around me. Everyone. Even those that never seemed significant to me. A plethora of feelings, completed with those vivid images. Stimulation of thoughts.
Maybe. Just waiting.
When love story meets viva la vida.
Enjoy.
And somehow i didn't really want it to be on.
Everything's over. Officially.
Oh Wells.
Good Person- T-Ara
It's great to see the juniors learn from all their mistakes and constantly putting in effort to improve. It doesn't matter what the rest of the Victorian population think, the most important thing is to believe that you have put in your best. It's most important to enjoy the process than to achieve everything you expected to do so right from the start.
Life's never perfect, look forward and move on.
I give up. That's it and it's the end of it.
Back to the lonely world of mine and probably that suits me more.
I'm worth it only when you care, and that applies to everyone.
It's just as if everything just came and left.
In just a second.
Perhaps, it's better to leave afterall. Perhaps, it's better to leave it as what it is. Perhaps, it's better if i stop for a moment and realise what i really have.
And it's important to sit down and really find out who really cares and who don't. People who come and go, or people who are just there waiting for you to realise that they truely care.
True friends stay by your side always. Friends aren't those that come and go whenever they feel like it. And it's stupid to realise that sometimes, you are being made used by them without even feeling anything.
Unconditional? Maybe i can't.
Maybe those words that come from you ain't true.
I'll be seeking for an answer.
It's probably time to think about what we want in life. To have those who care for you, or to have those who may come to you one day and say that you ain't the one in their life. Walk the roads and discover what it feels like to be alone. Probably that will make more sense than anything else. And always keep a lookout for those who are on our side, before it's too late when they leave. Love, a one time affair.
No coach, no hall, no star players.
What we just have is character. And probably the spirit of excellence.
I remember the very day Lennart asked me whether i wanted to join volleyball and the thing that came to my mind was: What on earth is he thinking. For some reason or another, i said yes. Somehow.
I remembered how it felt like at that point of time. Always being sidelined during trainings and what i could probably do was to just practise by myself or probably pick up balls. I must admit that was probably one of the things i never really expected, i felt like a fool who's trying too hard to blend in.
6 months has passed and it seemed like everything's just gone without me realising it. I guess it's really how much everyone put in that got us to where we are now. A team of 15 VJVB players. No giraffes, no elephants but a team of determined souls set to prove everyone wrong. We did it.
We grew as a team, we moved together as a team, we soared as a team.
Thanks everyone for putting in so much effort to make this an experience of a lifetime, i'm really sorry i couldn't pick up the sport in time to be able to play as a true substitute. Thanks for giving me the guidiance all the time, thanks for taking me seriously all the time.
VJVB. Nil sine labore.
We just had to decide what we were. Well, the team fought hard and yes we made history.
26-24 , 22-25 , 25-15.
Probably the most important scores ever. All the best for tomorrow.
100th post.
That's a fact in life many fail to realise.
And sometimes i take things for granted. Thinking they'll be here all the time. I have no idea what made me realise how fortunate i am compared to others but i guess that made me view life in a different light. Everyone's different and that's what diversity is all about.
I realise i shouldn't take everything for granted and i shouldn't take everyone for granted. People change and so will all forms of relationship.
And finally, my 100th post. Typing with my wounded hand. Cool.
i closed my eyes and told myself things will change, it ended up changing for the worse.
i opened my eyes and told myself to look at things change, i ended up with a broken heart.
Let the lyrics do the talking. Let the words make sense to all. And maybe. Make everyone realise that not everything goes their way.
To those heartbroken people out there.
내 머리가 나빠서 - SS501
Translation
Because I am a fool
The only thing I think about is you
But I know that you are thinking about somebody else
And you probably don’t even know my heart
I probably don’t exist in your daily life
And I’m sure you have no thoughts of me
But for me, I spend my days thinking about you
And my tears still fall
Just looking at your retreating figure
Is happiness to me
Even if you don’t know my feelings
Even if you simply brush me aside
In those days when I desperately want to see you
Those days that are so hard to bear
My mouth wordlessly repeats “I love you”
And all alone I cry for you again
And all alone I’m missing you
Baby I love you
I’m waiting for you
I probably don’t exist in your daily life
And I’m sure you have no memories of me
But for me, I spend my days thinking about you
And create my own memories
For me
Love is a beautiful scar
Even when I see your beautiful smile
I cannot smile with you
In those days when all I think about is you
Those days when my heart is cold and sad
My mouth wordlessly repeats “I want to see you”
And all alone I cry for you again
And all alone I’m missing you
Baby I love you
I’m waiting for you
Bye bye never say good bye
Even though I can never have you
I need you
I can’t say a word, I want you
I plead and again I plead
In those days when I desperately want to see you
Those days that are so hard to bear
My mouth wordlessly repeats “I love you”
And all alone I cry for you again
In those days when all I think about is you
Those days when my heart is cold and sad
My mouth wordlessly repeats “I want to see you”
And all alone I cry for you again
And all alone I’m missing you
Baby I love you
I’m waiting for you
Well, life is not just as simple as it is. It's the experience and people that make a difference to the way you view life.
Well, sitting at the bus stop, pausing for a moment and looking at the cars pass. Walking down a busy street and realise you are oblivious to everything around you. Sitting in a cinema and sleeping through the movie. Maybe, that just show how tired some people are. Tired of life, tired of living.
Maybe. Just tired of everything around us. Everything.
Maybe it's just part of everyone of us. It's just how much it affects our lives. And maybe those around us.
Flaws.
Maybe i'm just oblivious to all of them.
Flaws.
Maybe, my downfall.
Well. Confused over the most stupid things in life.
Maybe it's just me.
When i realised how people can change lives as much as lives can change people.
2,3,4,5,6,7,8...
Everything else but 1.
Thanks 25ths.
Maybe i really did. It's been 5 years in this path.
Sweat, tears and blood.
I have no regrets.
Well. It's a microscopic view of what life is like. I still remember the days we were asked to stand at attention, listening to my DM questioning our commitment. That was the first time i took up something and that is probably the start of a whole new journey.
2005-2009 Student leader.
Well. I must say that this journey is truly enriching for everyone. And i really benefitted from it tremendously. I still remember the days i held a high position and could almost everything i wanted. All decisions were made by me. I was practically the luckiest student on earth, everything seemed to go my way.
VJ wasn't the same anymore. Seniors treated us like we were total rubbish. "RUBBISH", "BLOODY HELL" well those words did hurt. I questioned myself. Am i that sucky? Are the 25th elects that hopeless. The seniors thought so. Well. Individuals.
1 year has passed before us even realising it. I realised, things aren't the same anymore. We are a batch that went through the toughest of matters, braved through the darkest of storms, accepted the criticisms and hoped for the best for the future. We did it. Maybe just the 20 odd of us, but we did it.
True friendships are made. True bonds. True feelings.
The exact reason i teared 1 year ago, that's my greatest regrets. Yet i believe that's what make me realise, this is the exact way i should view life.
Position compromises on true friends. The same thing applies for all others in life. You can't get the best of both worlds. Maybe having a flawed leader is what we need to see us trying to push ourselves to the top, to prove the structural flaws in an executive committee if held by incompetent leaders. Thanks so much for impeding change, thanks so much for making me realise i can make a difference at ground level. Most importantly, i realised that was how people felt about me in the past. A president but not a good leader. I've grown to realise that.
It's pretty intriguing to see how my life took a complete turn for the past year. But the same principle lies with me putting in my best in everything. Thanks to all those who stood by me all this while. Thanks to those who comforted me in the times of trouble. Thanks to those who never left me lying around when i looked as if i was crumbling.
Like i said before. It's those who put in their 100% who motivated me to stay on. To hang on to a not so perfect institution.
Special thanks to Stacy, my wonderful classmate and council mate. If you haven't realised, you are the one who motivates me the most, and it hurts to see you breakdown. Thanks for being there to motivate and guess what, without you, i guess my journey would have been a totally different one. I love your dagger eyes!
Special thanks to Lennart, my 8 year buddy. Despite the fact that you love to use explicits like free, well we know that's truly you. Thanks for being irritating and sometimes even badmouthing me ( i know that ), BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY, yea i know you care and yeaps. Stay cool and think positive.
Special thanks to Sarah, thanks for being a really really great friend. You are like one of those i can really confide in. I know you'll be there even in the times of trouble and your motivation in perfecting everything you do is simply amazing. Frankly, i haven't seen someone with your determination before. Thanks for making my life different. Besties always.
Special thanks to Katharine, guess what. The honour goes to you. I guess you are one of the only exco that don't believe in position. You believe in having friends, and you know that position kills and you know you care the most for people. I'm so sorry for making your life difficult, complaining about almost everything i could. Thanks for staying a strong pillar in council, never falling and supporting the council all the time.
Special thanks to Kenrick, my ever cool studying buddy. You know you are seriously the biggest joke on earth,joking :P (i know you so wanna kill me now) Thanks for being there all the time and being my best gossip buddy. I'm sorry for making you wait for my trainings to end for dinner! Thanks for being a super hardworking council, your perseverance really motivated me to move on with life.
Special thanks to Geraldine, the all time goldfish.:D Guess what, seeing you in the council room does brighten my day. The queen of complaints, but you are a perfectionist. Totally. I can see you complaining about everything on earth, but the fact is: That's because you really care. Thanks for staying a uber cool canvassing IC, i bet no one can do a better job than you. Jimmy says well done :X
Special thanks to Leon, for being the most happy-go-lucky friend. Thanks so much for being there when we need you, thanks for making it seem as if nothing is impossible. Stay happy and keep improving on your jokes :) All the best to your band too, do well for musicfest :D
Special thanks to Le-anne, my beloved SDD I/C. It’s really great working with you all this while, i feel as if it’s the best experience of my life handling such a major event throughout. Despite the fact that you do cry alot ( it’s a fact don’t deny it ), it’s great to see that you aren’t giving up at all. You did many things behind the scenes and we know it, thanks for being a great friend all this while. Go Blue and Star:)
Special thanks to Xiao Wei, the admirable vice Reco head. I’m really awed by how you can be so tolerating towards a certain someone, it’s really amazing to see how people can have such high tolerance levels. Thanks for putting your all in Reco and I think this is the best journey in my life because you made a difference in Reco. Don’t give up when the going gets tough! We’re all behind you for Musicfest! Overall champion yea?
Special thanks to Hannah, for being such a smurf in council. You are one of those with the most experience around, and the one that puts in your all and believe that the end of the journey is success. Well, we were once up there so i guess you learned alot as well, i believe you’ll make a great leader one day :)
Special thanks to Victoria, the one that is totally predictable. You are one of the best creators of cluedo i’m sure, and you really put in your very best to make everything perfect. It’s really a pleasure to have a friend like you and like what i always like to say. DON’T GIVE UP! You possess great potential, you just need to affirm yourself once in a while. Believe in yourself. I’m sure you’ll do well in life.
Special thanks to Nicholas. What do i have to say to you. You have the brains, the attitude, the character. A true leader indeed. I must admit i don’t really like you at the start of the journey because i felt that you were like a total block. But well, time makes a difference. You really prove to be the best councillor in our batch. One that is so amazing, one that puts in his best in everything. I really thanks you for everything. 8 As!
Special thanks to Michelle, for being one of the greatest girl out there. Despite your tremendous workload, you had to do so much for council. I really hope you do well for ct council, but don’t forget us? All the best for your JC journey.
Special thanks to Peng Rui, the loudest and most confident redshirt out there. You never worry about how people perceive you. You only believe that by giving your best, you’ll learn and grow, which i truly think you did. Thanks for being a great buddy, keep improving on your GP. I’m sure you’ll get an A at the end of the day. :)
Special thanks to Diana, for being a really great leader. Despite the fact that you have outside commitments, i can see that you do have your own code of conduct and your own way of doing things, and most importantly: A vision. Thanks for being a great Vice president, all the best for everything ahead.
Last but not the least, special thanks to Jerald, the Mr Nice. Well, what else to say. The president. The one who led. The one who allowed us to enjoy the 25th journey. Thanks so much.
The list is non exhaustive, there are just too many people to thank. 25ths, thanks for allowing me to enjoy this once in a lifetime experience and enriching my life totally. I really appreciated everything...
The term ended... but let this fire burn in our hearts.
I AM IN DISBELIEF.
I have to declare a break. Till 7 December( And it's more or less over! )
Anyway, good job SDD ad-hoc. I think you guys really did well. Both Le-Anne and me are proud of the ad-hoc. There were so many unforeseen circumstances, but i guess you guys gave it your all and did what you think was right. And for most of you guys. YOU MADE THE DAY RIGHT.
I must thank the rest of council and my friends who have been behind me all this while. SDD is really a tough event, and it really stretched me to my maximum. The last two weeks was really when our ad-hoc bonded the most, especially the few of us ( You guys will know who you are ) I must really say this events gives me a sense of achievment. Not because the event's a success, but because i got to understand my councilmates more. Probably that's what i treasure most.
Friendship.
I realised that i'm not someone who is able to make close friends. That's not because i don't try hard enough to but probably that's just how it seemed to be. That's why i treasure friendship that much.
Friendship lasts. Let it last till eternity.
STRESS IS OVERBEARING.
Somehow i still want it to arrive much earlier. Like tomorrow or something ( though i think we can't produce anything if it's tomorrow)
I'M EXCITED.
ok weirdo.
i'll be back after 9 days!
Always be my Baby
-David Cook
We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!
You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time
You'll always be apart of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....
You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
Always be my baby
Always be my baby
I doubt so.
Not even at that moment i really really wanted to make a change.
It's too late.
Too late for anything.
Everything.
Gone.
And fate decided.
To let that 5 mth old die off.
In an unfashionable.
Cruel way.
There's no way back.
It's dead.
No point resurrecting.
It's dead.
Pulse rate zero.
I know it's time.
Like what i did 2 years ago.
Once again.
Let fate decide.
If it is ever fair to everyone.
Perhaps that's why i'm kinda worried now. What i memorise don't gets to retain in my memory bank for 1 week.
And that is worrying.
Terrible.
I'll be back.
For some reason, i feel like blogging now so well. let me splurt out whatever i feel like saying=)
I just got motivated to do SDD planning. Not saying that i was not motivated in the past but i'm even motivated to do so now. So yes. Full force for SDD. And same for PW as well. Coolios.
And i realised something. Did i watch like 10 + movies since the start of the year? LOL. I should start counting.
Cloverfield
L- Change the World
Indiana Jones- Crystal Skull
Iron Man
Wanted
Get Smart
Accuracy of Death
10 promises to my dog
CJ7
Leap Years
The Happening
Anymore? HAHA!
More to add on to the list when Mummy, Hellboy comes along soon. Perhaps x-files as well=)
OK SLEEP TIME!
books. mugging.
thats a sad life i lived.
Oh wells. at least mid years are over. and i'm glad it is. i just cant take it when u know that whatever you study will eventually diffuse out of that permeable brain cells of yours. darn.
But well. I guess i have to concentrate on other stuff now!
And yes. finally i changed my phone. and i paid for it( well thats not the point) but ya at least i got to change. Bye to flips. Bye to the reflective glossy front of z610i. I wave goodbye.
And i think i did try to give myself a little treat for this few days. Like for thursday, i watched WANTED with class clique. AND OMG IT IS THE BEST SHOW I'VE EVER SEEN FOR TWO YEARS AT LEAST. haha. PIEW. How i wished life was like this.
And friday we went for cycling from 6.30 to about 11.30 at ecp. and we cycled more than 30 km. FROM ECP TO END OF CHANGI BEACH=) But sad it was only just 5 of us. Imagine if the whole class went it would have been so great. Haha.
And on saturday i went out after sdd meeting. Well it was kinda bad initially with so many stuff not going to what was planned. But it got better over time. especially especially that we actually saw FIREWORKS! Kinda lucky since yesterday was like the first NDP Rehearsal. HAHA. No wonder there was so many people there.
OH WELLS. FUN'S ENDING SOON. AT 4.30AM TOMORROW I GUESS.
UEFA FINALS.
GO GERMANY.
2-1 I think.
Soccer punters don't bet because of this :x
BYEE!
Rather it's a list of movies i wanna watch=x
1. L-Change the World - February 21st 2008 (DONE!)
2.10,000 B.C -March 6th 2008( WATCHED LEAP YEARS INSTEAD )
3.Prom Night- April 11st 2008
4.The Forbidden Kingdom- April 17th 2008
5.Doomday- April 24th 2008
6.Ironman- April 30th 2008
7.The Chronicles of Narnia- Prince Caspian - May 29th 2008
8.Wanted- June 27th 2008
9. Hellboy 2- July 10th 2008
Who wanna watch pm me=)
i'm short of my target by 2 a1s and 2 points above what i expected.
8 points and its caused by my b3 in english. i feel like some dumb idiot.
BUTBUT I'M STAYING IN VJ. that's a consolation.
sigh. why did i fail my english?
and yes i congrats those many people in my class who got 8a1s and above.
oh well. i'm back in s38. and scandals are going more and more ridiculous.
COUNCIL'S INTERVIEW RESULTS ON MONDAY!
now i start to wonder whether i chose the wrong ccas ever since i was young. really. did i go into the wrong school?
now that floorball, t tennis are impossible. i think i screwed the sports cca part. maybe bowling for tomorrow, but everyone noes my chances are slim.
ct or sc.
someone tell me now. please.
or i may just leave. or i'll regret for life.
Yea, it's still in my head. rather. it's printed on my face.
Back to yesterday. Again i died once i came back home.without switching on my com at all.(miracle)
Met up with vagabond at 5.00 yesterday after getting my hair cut. den we went to new york for dinner! yea all went cept 3 i think. and sharon was late. then we were talking bout all the stuff we could think of like academics, ccas and so on. then tina came and joined us cause her og somehow ps-ed her. then osiris treated their ogls, and yea we were somehow asked to do the same thing but i guess the girls didnt wanted so.. ya ogls didnt have their treat!
then went to collect my applecare before going to the fountain of wealth. and yea the turnout rate was pretty high. but somehow the weather wasn't really good. drizzle and an eventual downpour. but who said VJ'S gonna give up?
No way.
So we continued with the mass dances and yes we enjoyed. while we cheered. we made our own train and started running around. we shouted everything we could think off. and yea some people couldn't understand. and we actually sang chs sch song? yea n i gt chased after and taupok-ed after that.
den it came to an end and yea we wanted to have supper. but in the end we all disbanded. so we were like walking back to citylink with arianto's og and we were like talking bout something which caused a protest by the cedarians. lol. then melphin and i were like. okok. cedar boys did that. LOL. then we went back.
I'm expecting more from tomorrow. MORE DUNKING!
and bye bye 2007.
2007 has been a great year i guess.At least most of the time.
I bet most people are sleeping already since it's like urm. 3.15am now? hmm.
BUT IT'S MY LAST DAY TO SLEEP LATE!
i wonder how will i be able to wake up on time tomorrow. LOL.
now 2008.
01/01/2008.
I want better results!
And more sports. please.
wishing all a happy new year!=)
valour, zagabond.
Like what bicko/spvn suggested, they should have used greek names.
no wonder they couldn't remember their ogs.
2008 task:
BLOG DAILY.
=)
Apparently there are alot of ogs. 8 x 8. wow figure.
6 days more to vj ;)
And i have more choices for cca now.
BOWLING.
If i ever start bowling, i bet the lanes will crash before nationals.
LOL.
ok maybe i'm a little too late. eh.
Ok since we have to choose our subject combinations for next year. I'LL ANNOUNCE MINE! ok nothing grand.
As expected. GP, bio, chem, maths, econs.
2nd choice. I BET MR QUAY WANTS TO SEE THIS.
PHYSICS, chem, maths, econs.
I better hope i dun get posted to physics. i think i'll drop it to h1 if i'll take-.-
Another problem.
CCA.
Should i join...
1. Kayaking??
2.Badminton??
3.Floorball??
4.Council
Maybe i'll choose something plus council. but i hv to ensure that i have time for my own private life!

Its been 3 weeks..
I'M BORED TO DEATH!
i dun think i'll be blogging much but. ok at least kill some time. i'm anxiously waiting for dec 13. what if freak accidents happen.
just that 1 week more. and i'm waiting for my snsd album from korea!=))
tae yeon!!<333
No mugging.
No books.
No Physics.
Bye History.
Bye Geography.
Sigh. i miss those mugging days.I still remembered those times we were anxiously waiting for the start of O's. The nervousness in us. i can't simply explain it in words. Now here we are. O level graduates. Man. i want to get my results soon. Not because i know i'll do well, but cause i'll do badly. Just wanna end the sorrow. I think it;s already a miracle to stay in vj.
I miss the times i studied at bishan library.I miss the times i studied at bishan cc. Those memories. I'll remember it for life. Thanks to those who's been with me all this while. Thanks for the support, thanks for the encouragement. Hope you people did great.
Tonights gradnite, i hope to be able to enjoy myself after putting in all my hardwork. I'll enjoy myself, for this short break i've got.
thats.. thats... 3 weekss!!! gosh!!!
well prelims perhaps secured my place at my jc of my choice. but the problem is this.
CAN I STAY??
gosh. it's like 1/2 of 4-6 aiming to go to VJ and i'm like not the top 10 of the class or something. mann. this is darn stressful.
aniwae, at least i secured my place. should i count myself lucky or i deserved what i get? i think its the former.
Scores breakdown as follows.
English - 74 + 4 = 78
Chinese - 76 + 1 = 77
A Maths- 82 - 2 = 80
E Maths- 91 - 6 = 85
Biology- 74 = 74
Chemistry- 77 =77
Physics- 68 + 3.5 =71.5
History- 77 + 2 = 79
Combined humanities- 37 + 41 + 6 =84
Ok this isnt a good sign. the pluses are moderations. And i'm like not really happy with that. Cause it simply means that my standard isnt that yet. i need to put in more effort. If its just based on my own ability, i wld have scored 7 points instead of 6. That only shows one thing. i'm not there yet. its just 24 days. and its gonna be the most important 24 days in my life.
tough battle man. i think i almost died trying to complete the entire prelims.( i sound as if i'm consuming some poison=X) hall of fame is gonna be released soon.. or rather its been up already. Can anyone believe Minghan topped the class in english? i think no one can imagine that. but he did. oh well. 114 distinctions for english. with a 2 in hand, i think i'm left wif 6 pts for my remaining 5 subs. will i hit that 6 i want?? i dunnoe.
oh nevermind. at least i'm gonna treat myself by getting TWINS PARTY( GILLIAN Version) =))) EEG's strategy again splitting gillian and charlene's songs into two versions. 7 songs that they sang together and 2 other solo songs in their individual twins party version. i'm so gonna get my hands on it.
wish me luck for the results.=)
wait. how many days left to o's?
oh well. i just know prelim starts TOMORROW. gosh. i dun think i've been studying much. bless me so that i'll be at my top form and PLS DUN SCREW UP><. ok gtg. baq to blogging after prelims=)
stress stress stress.
homework galore. it seems like this never stops, but i seem to love it.
library's my second home i guess. countdown:89 days!
Anyway, treaty of Versailles and the appeasement treaty. Germany's expansionist policy. Oh well i'm not trying to pull out history facts but the" League of Nations" supposingly wanted to stop me from" Germany's expansionist policy". this is certainly not talking bout world war 2, but the situation now. lol. so how now? HAHA. well if you get it, you get it. if you dun, u dun.=)
now everything's changed. life changed as well. 1 day more. 110707. its gonna change the lives of at least 14 people. but i've just to quote this: i created it. i lived through it. i ended it. My destiny. it's ending in 1 days time.
study everything, practise like nutz, you may nt get wad u want. so just go with fate!
expected l1r5 is rnd 20. damn...
070707 is next week!!
well. 7 minutes = 16 minutes.
when can 7 minutes = 16 minutes? when you try to order apple pie at macs. took me 9 minutes more. pls macs more efficiency eh. more business then.=)
130 days to O levels.
just two days of intensive and i'm getting tired. i might as well they declare no holiday and allow us to work like some freaking automaton. Maybe i'll be able to get my desired results=)
I thought of a story to share. Perhaps i talk bout the moral of the story first: DON'S STALK A PERSON. so this is how it goes.
Once upon a time, there was a guy called michael. well. people thinks he's desperate but well only a few people comment about that so everyone thought it was just some biased kind of view towards him. Well time definitely said much bout his character.
One day he tries to know this gal more( Michelle). so he started to get to know her more through another friend called Tom. Well for some reason or another he thought Tom and Michelle were together but of cause they werent. SO he started planning. Firstly he tried to approach her by saying" Heys wanna go study together?" then of cax Michelle ignored. well he continued. eh bugging... bugging. calling her. smsing her. day and night. trying to know where she was. oh well. she got so pissed off, she decided to just tell him straight in his face. GET LOST. OUT OF MY LIFE.
wait a second... does this apply to some people in your life?
gt my oral left to pull me up it better do. oh well i rather go sport now. bye.
Someone quoted that woman have to do "NS" as well ...perhaps not quite.
Well NS in this sense means giving birth but well, since Singapore is currently facing a crisis of insufficient growth rate to substantiate the elderly population. There are certainly lesser babies given birth annually as compared to before the 1997 crisis, but we have to realise the fact that the decreasing birth rates may not necessarily mean that we are in trouble. I think we should phrase it this way. An impending problem. If we think that using baby bonuses can help to aggravate the birthrates per year( it works to a large extent), i personally think that we have to firstly think about the welfare of the people. In another sense, support to the people in as many ways as possible and not resorting to just the use of monetary means to "convince" people of the benefits of giving birth. As we can see the taxes are about to rise from July 07, this means that the standard of living will gradually increase( despite the fact that money is being given to " subsidise" and help people) We have to acknowledge the fact that the standard of living is rising. To be able to get the birthrate going, we definitely need to give support to all. Not just the temporary benefits of those who give birth to children for like 3 yrs?( i aint very sure bout this point) Well, i hope that we do not need to rely too much on " importing" foreign talent to help to counter balance this problem we are currently facing in our society.
Well now we have terms called " McRefugees" and " McGamers". Simply. What are they? Are they just some neoteric terms used to name some funny people? Not quite. We see that these people have started to invade the territories of these 24 hrs outlets, mainly for the sake of seeking a place to rest or perhaps, a place where portable gamers gather. Well, with new technology like bluetooth integrated into portable devices, using of the internet is certainly an ease to one. Will the business of such places be affected?
The latest news state that carbon caps that have been put into placed for countries to abide have not been made successful to China, as they see this as a problem to their fast pacing economy. Well with carbon emissions caps put into place, this certainly helps to reduce the rate in which carbon is being emitted into the air. Yet, with countries like China abandoning the carbon caps, will the world face a rapid crisis in perhaps.. 10 years? 20 years? 50 years? No one knows. Its the efforts of all that counts, yet economic benefits have indeed caused many countries to ignore the fact that such emissions would cause an impending danger. Every single country counts. Will China change its policies to slow down the rate of global warming? Its an answer everyone wants to know.
Oh damn i spent 3 hrs to make this blog. should have started my revision for maths! To those 4-6 people who have their blog not linked, pleases message me! Good luck for those having mid years and.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to =)!
Had chinese prelim 2 this morning. oh well. my first attempt on doing qn 4. will my format be correct? I hope.
Chinese paper 2 was relatively easy, like what the others said, i feel that those with strong command of chinese will be able to score since there was like plenty of time to do the paper? i had like urms 30 of checking time for the paper. Even so, i think i aint gonna do very well.
Then i went for table tennis after maths lesson. Me and Nich played for like, lets see.. 3hrs? ok then we missed the bus to nygh-.- In the end we had to go on our own after waiting for yi ming. The debates were really great, despite the fact that we lost by a marginal score. Well. Was it the final link that they really missed out on that caused them to be defeated? I doubt so. All of us agreed that the CH debators did great, you people put on a great fight. GREAT JOB GUYS!
I know that it was abit tough for them to accept the results since it was rather.. not what they presumed it to be? well. i guess its a setback, but just carry on with whatever you people have been doing.. YOU WILL SUCCEED.
28th April
Had a headache after listening to S.H.E 中国话。 Compliments to the song though. I found it very meaningful, yet perhaps its the rapping kinda drove me nutz.HAHA. buti'll buy the album once it's released in May 11. Anyway, maths prelim is on the way and i'm still not prepared. Just don't know what to start from-.-
Anyway The Song:
S.H.E 中国话
扁担宽板凳长
扁担想绑在板凳上
扁担宽板凳长
扁担想绑在板凳上
伦敦玛莉莲买了件旗袍送妈妈
莫斯科的夫司基爱上牛肉面疙瘩
各种颜色的皮肤各种颜色的头发
嘴里念的说的开始流行中国话
多少年我们苦练英文发音和文法
这几年换他们卷著舌头学平上去入的变化
平平仄仄平平仄(仄仄平平仄仄平)
好聪明的中国人好优美的中国话
扁担宽板凳长
扁担想绑在板凳上
板凳不让扁担绑在板凳上
扁担偏要绑在板凳上
板凳偏偏不让扁担绑在那板凳上
到底扁担宽还是板凳长
哥哥弟弟坡前坐
坡上卧著一只鹅
坡下流著一条河
哥哥说宽宽的河
弟弟说白白的鹅
鹅要过河河要渡鹅
不知是那鹅过河
还是河渡鹅
全世界都在学中国话
孔夫子的话越来越国际化
全世界都在讲中国话
我们说的话让世界都认真听话
纽约苏珊娜开了间禅风lounge bar
柏林来的沃夫冈拿胡琴配著电吉他
各种颜色的皮肤各种颜色的头发
嘴里念的说的开始流行中国话
多少年我们苦练英文发音和文法
这几年换他们卷著舌头学平上去入的变化
平平仄仄平平仄(仄仄平平仄仄平)
好聪明的中国人好优美的中国话
有个小孩叫信
上街打醋又买布
买了布打了醋
回头看见鹰抓兔
放下布搁下醋
上前去追鹰和兔
飞了鹰跑了兔
洒了醋湿了布
嘴说腿腿说嘴
嘴说腿爱跑腿
腿说嘴爱卖嘴
光动嘴不动腿
光动腿不动嘴
不如不长腿和嘴
到底是那嘴说腿还是腿说嘴
全世界都在学中国话
孔夫子的话越来越国际化
全世界都在讲中国话
我们说的话让世界都认真听话
全世界都在学中国话
孔夫子的话越来越国际化
全世界都在讲中国话
我们说的话让世界都认真听话
countdown: 30 days to 'O' Level chinese.
well setting aside CHMA, the chinese prelims 2 is NEXT WEEK. and gosh i havent prepared for it.Maths is on the following week and all of us are expected to score an a1. gosh. i guess i need to put in more effort. count down to 280507! 'O' levels chinese HERE I COME!
oh well may not be a real bdae afterall. How unlucky can one get, falling sick on his birthday. I bet many people are out there thinking that i pon class for celebration. Sighs.
Well i'm surprised that so many old friends still remembered my birthday which is like wow. just hope that i get more sleep and better grades and i will be just glad bout it. i dunnit any other presents i just want my 6.
Just heard that the Chinese Orchestra has clinced the Gold with honours, well done guys! WE'R PROUD OF YOU. Band's gonna be next. Then it's the choir. May all CCA groups clinch the gwk and may we be blessed with 1 DAY of school break(hehe). I know yi hui's feeling the tension right now cause she has to perform tomorrow. well i'll spurr you on! GWH for you people as well=))
Tomorrow's back to the normal school routine, so i better turn in early. -Signs off-
Went to Giant Tampines today and it somehow disappointed me..(kinda small as compared to what i thought) As usual, Singaporean's craze over new shopping malls because they are deprived? Maybe not deprived, let's say kiasu? The" I MUST KNOW EVERYTHING BECAAUSE I'M A SINGAPOREAN LEH!" kind of attitude? oh nevermind, since i went as well=xx The bakery was the only think i think i was interested in since i didn't get what i wanted. Shopped for like 45 minutes? Then i waited for like 20 minutes to have my stuff billed.
There was this young little girl in front of me(with her family of cause) who was sitting in the trolley who kept hitting her maid. She's like only k1 k2? Then her maid was threatening her: If you don't stop i get the kor kor behind to catch you. The this girl looked into my eyes as if she was gonna eat me up. To my surprise in within seconds, her eyes started to turn red and she was like "Dont wann! I scared.." i was like DOTS? Do i scare children? This poor little girl almost cried so i kind of looked away despite the fact that she keep looking at me. Somehow i felt like laughing but i din't cause her parents were there=x
I feel kind of sick now. I don't wanna miss lessons though. Well should end it short so i can catch more sleep.=)
furthermore, the sec 2s have been all been promoted to prefects status. they finaaly received their full prefect batch and i guess they can't wait for their pb shirts to arrive. been quite a while since the prefects got their shirt but all of them shld have one in their entire 4 yrs at least. well it may be a load off our shoulders.
CCA pops are probably today as well cax several ccas are celebrating for their seniors. oh well. more like the sec 3s celebrating over their promotion and the the sec4s celebrating over the very fact that they have been "ceased" from their current duties. everyone will love this day where all the sec 4s can finally set their directions right and aim for their straight 1s. CHS sec 4s JIAYOU!
i didnt really do well this term despite the fact that i kind of studied for all subjects. well. at least there's improvement=) tomorrow's a better day=) ^^
This trip to guangzhou is realli sad - > nice -> fantastic.
well.
DAY 1:
Left for airport at 5+. Thought we were early, in the end it was john's family who was earlier. haha.
then left for the plane. WE thought we were early cax it was just 6.50pm. in e end i realised we were uber late. haha. ended up we had to sit at e back cax its TIGER AIR. but wasn't that bad as i thought( at least it was better than e " AIRLINE " i took to beijing before. Reached e airport at bout 11+ n came out at bout 12. Took the van to e hotel n it took close to 1 whole hr. reached e hotel n checked in. was a nice hotel but its lobby's under maintainance. BOO. after checking in we went for supper. APPARANTLY, we were wrong. we thought guangzhou would have night life like hong kong. Thats totally wrong. Their lives like s'poreans. Night life ends at 10+.;( Had to resort to eating at the Macs below e hotel. I LOVE E GRILLED CHICKEN BURGER. if s'pore has it it will be good. Then we had tea n stuff n went back to hotel. imagine a room squeezed by 4 person. i practically can't slp cax they were practically disturbed me thruout.Then Noah passed me a note saying he found it on the floor. It was jibberish though. " I stayed in this room just before you. I was murdered by someone in this room and my head is being hidden under the bed. Please do not sleep on this bed or else i'll haunt you." Well. ehh. I threw e note onto the floor cax i remember of those stories of people in the hotel rooms. Then i realised its written by John( as i expected ) and i returned it to him. Asked him to stuff his head under the bed so that i cld squash it. hehe. Then he continued to bug me to play chinese chess wif him and apparantly i wasnt going to. only managed to sleep at bout 5.
Day 2:
Woke up pretty late. Went to the restaurant at e hotel n seriously I LOVE THE TEMPERATURE THERE. 10+ degrees. nice. then we had dim sum and it took VERY long to serve. wasted quite a lot of time for lunch and the driver came to pick us up to go to Tianhe Guang Chang. all high class goods and there is none that i liked. Till we went to level 7 of the shopping mall that i found a pair of shoes i liked. Its very light n i think it weighed lesser than 100g surely. But the cost was high n told my parents i wld buy elsewhere. and i never saw that pair of shoes again. sighs. left the mall without buying anything and i was sure pissed.
waited for the driver n he drove us to shangxiabuluxingjie. pedestrian street they call it and it was pretty vibrant.went to those small shops n they sold nothing but girls stuff. went up that mall and it was worst. ALL GIRLS STUFF. clothes shoes n stuff. i cldnt even find my sports stuff. had no choice n went down to walk anrd. the streets were nice but i cldnt find the stuff i wanted. was pretty disappointed cax they didnt sell any sports stuff!!
went up to this mall again and realised its again a disappointment. man at that point i hated this holiday. I HATED IT. nothing i wanted. and the shopping mall was a failure. man. til we walked till the end n i realised that i cldnt find anything still. imagine how pissed n fed up i was. i just hope i cld just leave this state. went back down to the streets n still i found nothing of my taste.
continued walking till e end of the other street n i gt nuthing. Nothing still. Went back for dinner and we walked down the streets below e hotel( supposingly a famous street for things ) n i still gt nothing. i cant believe how i managed to survive that day. Only managed to get something at the end of the street. Bought my blazer pants n a pair of jeans. well. was still pissed off. went back and watched some soccer matches.
Day 3:
We went off the hotel pretty late again. this time towards the theme park. reached there and decided to go into the safari part of the park first.Chimelong Zoo. Apparantly being graded as one of the must go place when you visit Guangzhou. paid a hefty entrance price. and we went for this safari ride. nice i shld sae. n there was this giraffe following us. WALKING ON THE ROAD! haha. then we went on to look at the monkeys. realli nice cax some of the species is nt available in our local zoo. i loved the monkey that was dancing wif the music. SO CUTE!!! it was shaking its head like it had drugs. NUTZ! haha. then we went to other parts and i realised there were parts where the monkeys are really huge. then we went towards the panda n tiger areas. THAT WAS THE NICEST PART OF THE ZOO. we went there to practically play around with the tiger. Snow Tiger to be exact. John's dad disturbed it and tried to run away so as to see its reaction. The tiger ran and pounced on the glass. IMAGINE THE GLASS broke i won't be here now. man. it was pretty scary cax e tiger whacked the glass hard. well. it was nice though. Then had lunch before we proceed towards the theme park. while walking towards the exit i saw this along the way. " TWINS love the koalas!" OMG. TWINS are the ones that "adopted" the koalas. NICE!!!!
TWINS TWINS TWINS. haha. well while having breakfast i passed by this shop where i realised people like xie ting feng and CHARLENE CHOI gt their hair cut. its twins^2.waited for this shuttle bus that goes to the theme park and john had chess wif my bro. went to the theme park and one thing caught my attention. MAXIMUM HEIGHT FOR RIDES: 190CM. phew. sorry martin if you are reading my blog but i think u may nt be allowed in the rides=x. then went in and rushed towards the 10 INVERSION ROLLER COASTER. The roller coaster notice board states: Ride on and hear one's orgasmic screams. =.= I apparantly proved it wornd cax i didnt even scream at all=) HAHA. but this roller coaster is nice. its in the guiness books of records for roller coaster wif the most number of inversions. haha. well went to the Motorbike Launch Coaster next. u bend down like you are sitting in a motorbike and it goes for a roller coaster ride. was realli cool cax it was so nice wif the air blowing across your hair. then we went to take the family travel coaster with joseph cax he was crying. well the ride was nice cax we reached the top of the ride. My bro and noah didnt even moved cax they didnt know how to operate it. Wanted to take the "spaceshot"ride and realised it was closed for maintainance-.- so that was about it for the screaming zone and we headed down to the Happy kingdom and realised everything was not of any thrill. then we went down to try some rides and realised the Happy Water World was gonna make us super wet. so we cldnt go cax we wld be wet during the circus show. Then we went for the Half pipe ride. i shld sae its the best ride of all. Its like a U-shaped roller coaster n it goes all the way to the height of a 6 story height. and this rides keep roating and you will never know where you gonna head down from. haha. then went for the twister coaster. AND I WANNA SAY I HATE THE RIDE. cax i gt motion sickness and stuff cant take 360 degrees rides but i went cax i thought they will only go 360 degrees for 4 times. Cax there werent any people the guy keep asking us whether we wanna go on somemore and noah said yes all the way. he spun us for 13 rounds i felt better off if i was thrown onto the ground at once. 360 DEGREES FOR 13 ROUNDS. WTF. i was spinning when i was on the ground and certainly had to rest. then we ended up at the white tiger street taking photos and went for bumper car. Circus show was about to start so we went for the show shortly.
The circus show was world class. And really entertaining. i pitied the guy who was forced up on stage and was pushed down the diving board. imagine it was me. wth. i wld just go mad. and seriously their skills were gd. world class show. 5-stars!
Day 4:
We went to visit some places of interest and i enjoyed it. Except that the places are minor scale as compared to the ones i saw at guangzhou i think it was ok. we cut it short to just 1/2 day so we went to the famous mouse street to get stuff. really busy street and full of stuff. Teenagers flocking the place and there were all kinds of people. The girls who dressed like anime characters recieved most glances. haha. i realised that s'pore is really lacking out in trend.
then we went to mouse street and bought stuff. again i thought i could get my things but i didint. only went to this shop and bought my sunglasses. The salesgirls didnt believed i was 15 though. haha. then we went off for food at mu mi zhou and met up wif auntie Constance. the food was real nice except that i didnt like seafood. bleahhs. John was crazy cax he dropped 25 drops of wasabi oil on his soup and it certainly tortured him. haha. then we went up to Baiyun Mountain for sightseeing and it was really nice. Nice view and good place to have fun. Then we went to this Charmaine Street where we had a walk around the river side. really nice having such a weather and i saw a pair of students there tou qing =x Then we headed down to this dessert shop and had famous desserts. I loved the guiling gao! we ended the meal late and went back to the hotel at about 11+. We told the driver to pick us up later the next day so that he cld have his slp as well=)
Day 5:
We went off at about 12 and headed to mouse street again. well. this time round we went to the sports guangchang first. Finally saw jerseys and its realli my life. But the price was a bit high so we ignored. Went to several shops and my bro gt his sweater and his table tennis bat. hahx. we gt it at 85 yuan and the next store gave a price of 156 yuan. THATS TOTAL CON! then we headed down to a street ahead and guess wad. GUESS WAD. I SAW A MUSIC CD SHOP. its like an oasis in a desert. i loved that shop. bought cds like nutx cax they were cheap. real cheap compared to local and best of all its all original. gt Eason's concert DVD, Eason's latest album, Evan's album, Vincy's album,Jin Sha's album, 183 club's album, Elva Hsiao's album. AND. AND. AND!!! TWINS Ho Hoo Tan Latest album!!!! THE ALBUM WAS RELEASED ON FRIDAY AND I WAS THERE ON MONDAY!!!! FORTUNATE ME! TWINS!! e total bill came up to just S$** . relli a good price and i cant get it aniwhr.man. i was practically HIGH. loved that day so much and my impression gradually changed. then went to this shop to get my windbreaker and again the price rawks. hehe. then went back to the sunglasses shop cax my mum and bro wanted to get theirs as well and they said my bro was cute. and again hey were saying they cant belief i'm 15. they thought i didnt understad cax they spoke in teochew. haha. Actually they were quite gd at languages also. they spoke chinese, cantonese, teochew. hmm i dun think i can speak 3 langs but i understand 4! haha.
then we went for dinner wif aunty constance again and we had steamboat again. My bro was lost in that place cax he was busy playing his gba and had to go find him. made us so worried cax we were in foreign land-.-
Day 6:
Went to bao shi jie and gt the states famous cookies and pastries. All tasted just ...(feel in your blanks yourself) Then we walked down the streets to buy some stuff and FINALLY. I GT MY JERSEY. bought 3 jerseys for myself and the looked pretty cool. definitely e price tag wasnt a problem - 39 yuan-45 yuan per piece. and the material is like uber good. where can i get this kind of price in s'pore?
then we headed down to yidelu to get some dried seafood and toys from this warehouse. e price was pretty good and i gt some stuff for the EXCOS and some of my friends. ( I give it to selected people;)) the price didint come cheap so i hope everyone can treasure it.
then we went off for our last meal in guangzhou before we left this city. Hmm. went to get my billard stick and seriously it was a good bargain - you cant get this kind of price in queensway- then we left for the airport. BYE GUANGZHOU!
Really loved e trip in a whole. I love my albums especially my TWINS one! i think we ate alot of goose in all like 5~6 cax it was cheaper than chicken.LOL. and something interesting. people keep asking me whether i'm a korean. DO WE LOOK LIKE KOREANS? haha.
gotta slp n prepare for camp. BYE!
PS: Buy Twins Ho Hoo Tan Album=)
whew.
how many daes more to e end of sch holidaes-.- this holidae doesnt seem like one at all . fancy spending 1/2 my holidaes on sl n cca stuff. i'm left wif half.30 % to holidae hwk. 10% to revision. 10% of sports. I'VE GT NO FREE TIME.this sux big time. well, ppl rmb this. DUN TRY PAINTING UNLESS U ARE RELLI PREPARED FOR IT. i mean it. 1/2 dead painting my hs. painters job isnt easy ok, give them credit! its in all the trades i mean. ppl get wad they want based on hardwork.
countdown 12 weeks to prelims 1. i bet i'm onli 0.0 prepared. haiz. will i get wad i wann?
tough.
n i wld like to wish e couple all e best n dun get sabotaged by e crapper again. 对对方的信任与对感情的真诚根重要!加油!!
将是用华语来表达我说的。我突然对“爱得太迟。世界上面,一定有一个人,会有你专一DNA. 原上,你他,他他,她你,她他,互通互信,但是只能在原上。因为踏前一步,缘后是个无底大洞。" 感触良多。不知是否有在世胡思乱想。我自认我对爱情故事的内容热爱,是否有在幻想我是在里头的男主角呢?有是否是在我生命的过程中又掀起了新的开始?人是否就应该这样?
我想问的问题实在太多。一些事情就算是你也不能够回答。我只想寻找我想要的答案。
送给大家这首歌: 陈慧珊 : 我不爱你 -view in ie-
ok. many will just ask. WHRS UR BLOGGING SPIRIT? lol.
joke.
September 12: Last post.
I GUESS NOBODY WILL care to come here again.
nvm.
well. suddenly thought of coming to blog.urms. just alot of things to sae. Firstly: HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL. ok well. its nt really a holiday to me yet. First week is occupied with like extra lessons every day? well. blame it on e fact i am dumb. hoho. seriously i dunnoe whether i'll remain in my current class next yr but nvm. like i'm feeling so weird now. Do i belong to this class at all? MAYBE nt. Somehow i feel that there is this barrier, probably psychological barrier between me and my class. I just feel i'm not up to standard. darn. i hope it changes by next yr.
And with 2 weeks more before i declare my holiday, i would like to ask myself. HOW THE HELL AM I GONNA SCHEDULE MY HOLIDAY. this question is probably about management of time but urms.. if i'm gonna stick a timetable on my cardboard or something i would probably rip it off by the end of tomorrow.
I've got lots to catch up. LOADS. like i cant realli count. Like in terms of studies, i've lacked behind by miles. In terms of friendship i think i'm managing it worse than before. Urms. Relationships? maybe not much i guess. since i dunn realli have a relationship with anyone=) cept my family of course.
Reccently i just found out that i can get emotional. perhaps its cax of the dramas that i see. haha. i dun understand but yea. life can be a chore. A chore when it starts to lose its meaning. You watch thsi dramas and you see those actors/actresses cry when their relationship is severed. what bout us? theres this kind of bond between them( oh well i noe they are acting) but ya. life can be like that as well. dun you think we should start to think about how you can make your lives meaningful. Not make it seem meaningful. Whats meaningful to yourself is not really that important. But its the impact that you can make in others life. whether you make others life pleasant or unpleasant, its up to you. Cherish your life.
And people. treasure whatever you have. Dun just let any opportunity just slip by just like that. You have to incur a change, and nit sit there and expect a change. Life can be meaningful. I noe i was. pessimistic. change. Only when you change you know wads life like.
Perhaps just look around you. Theres a reason behind everything and theres always something you can learn from it.You can say that i'm just wasting my time here but yes. learn.
To all sec 4s, good luck for your exams!
i guess i'v changed. AGAIN. hahx.
been slacking for 3 terms. 3 terms of slacking, n u can see wad happened. results going down, everythings nt going according to what i wish.ok. perhaps this will stop. after e bio test i had todae. mann. i jux think i'm gonna fail it. i studied chap 8 onli!thats uh.. 7 chaps tat i didnt study? if i ever pass.. woohoo. i guess i'm jux lucky.
BUT ITS GONNA CHANGE!
i finally changed my seat! to e front. all those at e back to e front. haha. finally!!! i can assure tat i'll be able to pay more attention. nt like someone... who still slps even though he's placed in front =X. nvm. n i'm multi tasking now. hahx. lessons ended quite late.but but. i stayed back n studied!. i think tats e FIRST TIME i realli study in e SL room. everytime its jux digression n some chats. urms. nt jux me. martin was earlier than me la. he was there even before i went. n he's studying. terence too! e three of us gonna soar. HIGH. yea. realli high. i actualli finished my geog book? maths mass prac as well. hehe. i dun think i ever finished so much in sch before.
they were watching silent hill la. was ehh m18? nah, cant be bothered. i lov my maths.=))
i seriously think this change shld be able to transform me into ehh... ps: nt joel!(mugger= mugg^x whr x> infinite) hahx. but i think i'm gonna learn more.
msn had some probs yesterdae. n i guess nt jux me. e whole s'pore i suppose? i think its cax of IMF. haiz. i still thot its was my MSN prob AGAIN. was pretty pissed. n i have to resort to using windows messenger. thx to YIHUI!!! hahx. i noe so many ppl loved u!! ME TOO!! u saved my wife!! =D HAHHA. nvm.
countdown:23 daes more =)) WHEE!
if u haven realised, many ppl have been dying. the shock came on last fridae that Hong Wei, asst classchairman of 1-1 passed away after a heart attack. i'm saddened by the fact tat someone, of such a young age, cld be sent to a land far far away. is life realli tat unpredictable? i didnt attend his funeral, was i being too selfish? why didn't i put aside my busy schedule for such an important thing? was i jus too heartless? he's my junior, and besides, i heard from my dm tat he's the one that alwaes admired me and wanted to become a prefect. WHY? why didn't i show up at his funeral. at least. tat was the least i cld do. my excos were there. why didnt i go? was i realli tat busy i cant take up some time out of my schedule? i dunnoe. i've been thinking this couple of days. was i being too selfish?
many people have been dying. first it was hong wei. then it was steve irwin. croc hunter. then it was this fuhua sec guy who died in an accident after battling his leukaemia. yesterdae newspaper reported, a ri guy died of no apparent reason. i wonder. i wonder. have i been lacing arnd? more and more people are dying. great people died. steve irwin, great man, great ambition. he died a cruel way. a stungray pierced thru his heart and caused his death almost instantly. e fuhua sec guy, he battled leukamia for bout a yr. his chances of living were abt 30%. he battled it thru. yet, he cldnt escape from e clutches of death as he was slammed down by a car. then, a ri guy died, cax his heartbeat suddenly stopped. seriously. wad is happening arnd now? i'm in a dilemma. why do people start dying one by one? perhaps. perhaps its a signal. deaths nt gonna be escapable. its either u die now or soon. i'm nt sure whether its a message. but i dun think its a gd one.
yesterdae louisa was afraid that she wld die soon. she was afraid she wld jux die e same way as e people who died in e span of this few days. either a cruel death, or a sudden death. i've no idea why. but i'm looking at death as a natural cause. if i'm supposed to die now. then i guess i will. i'm worried of e people arnd me. they jux have that kind of look on their faces: will i die now? everyone's worrying.
i guess the only way to make urself feel gd is to look at the brighter side of life. maybe. it wld help. i'm nt sure bout anithing. i've listening to much of e sad songs n stuff. i dun think i'm iin gd mood either.
perhaps life just goes on.
my greatest condolences to Hong wei, Steve Irwin.
ARGH!!! WHEN WAS E LAST TIME I BLOGGED?
1 MTH AGO?
OMGOSH.
sigh. a short holiday indeed. i guess i have only 1 week of holiday. wait wait. lemme count. i guess its like only 1 week or less of TRUE
i jux loved SLC. MGStrikeback camp too. i guessed that the events i realli looked forward to n sure did enjoy. especially SLC.i shall further elaborate both events!!
MGStrikeback Camp:
Asked to arrive at 9, so we actually met in school at 8. but but BUT.
SLC DAY 1:
We met kinda early. AFTER E EXPERIENCE of e MGStrikeback. Reached at 8 on e dot! But u noe, there mux be some schoolspirit. We waited for ryan. N he was late for ½ an hr! when I went up to register he was already in there wif his grp discussions n stuff. REAL INFURIATING. Well nvm. Then I went to grp f. uhh… was a very weird feeling. Very weird. Two guys chatting so much beside me n I dunn dare to start a convo. Dunnoe wads wrong wif my public speaking skills. Well…I was pretty quiet. Actually VERY QUIET. If I’m liddat in sch, then I guess I must be possessed or something? Arghh. Conventions jux dun show my true colours. HAHA. Then had some games arnd. N yes.
MY HEAD STAND. Haha. Blood gushing up my blood vessels towards my brain. Arghh. My whole face was red after that. Lol. Then yes. E system review. arghh. Wasn’t even told to prepare. Oh my. There goes my lunch! Haha. Dun really mind. But I gt like 4 packs of food from shu jean after that? Arrgghhh…. My presentation was e shortest of all! Ahha. I think ppl jux love e CH parliament. Haha. Then e most interesting thing of e day. FOOD RACE. ENJOYED IT. Crazy performances, running. And yes. WE SAW A GUY WEARING A 15 CM LONG PANTS. IT WAS LIKE u noe some small boys n stuff. I think we were laughing like crazy. Real crazy. I loved e race ( despite e hot tea that Tortured my taste buds). Haha. It was so memorable. I guess I’m hyped up. Hyped up for more. MORE.
SLC DAY 2.
We reached on time for e event. I think it was pretty nice way of capturing e leaders in e cohort. Hmm gtta think of something like this for our training camp=)). Then e Guided journey. Was made to do lots of stuff but its like.fun! REAL FUN. Haha. Then e lunch n then e teabreak. Was made to do reflections n comments n stuff. I really have to say this to the facils. YOU ALL ARE FANTASTIC. If weren’t for u all I dun think we’ve enjoyed that much. Thx for my caring Hui Chun facil, superr caring worr…. Are you hungry? Are you Thirsty? Are you ok? Are you sure? HAHA. Sooo nicee!! And yes. Peiling loves to laugh over small small things…. HAHA. She’s kinda quiet though. Oh yes. Last of all. CELESTIA. Haha. Wow factor in u. jux give me e thought tat
Two days after e slc, yet I’m still missing all. ALL. Everyone’s unique character. Everyone plays an IMPORTANT PART TO THE EVENT. Pls keep in contact. Once friends Always friends.
Michelle, Alicia, Xiu Yuan, Roslyn,
Hui
RAWK ON!!!
LOVE ALL LOADS!!!
on mondae i rushed my stats project like crazy, wif lots of screw ups by others. in the end i have to do everything myself. then on thurdae gt my report books. i'm damn demoralised. never expected such marks. i jux realised its nt easy to strike a balance. all my commitments jux tallies to no achievement at all. nt at all. disappointing results. then e ccas also screwed. n i'm getting probs from e other two heads cax they are nt very initiative at times n sad to sae, theres time tat effieciency level is quite low. i realli hate to sae this but, if they do not try to buck up their standard, i think there may be some reshuffling by e others and probably they will nt get respect. this is a problem i am trying to solve now n i hope that the other two will understand their problems as well and thus improve. i hope we will be able to improve after all.
then i guess todaes the most dumb dae i sae someone is getting crazier. fancy scolding me for something tat is nt entirely my fault? i shld sae i was nt to blame. there werent any sec 3 arnd so u expect me to finish something that is nt tat impt as my first priority. i'm jux fed up that the fact u didnt listen. if u're nt gonna listen to me even explain. i dun think i shld listen to u either. in this society, i feel that everyone has a chance to place their views. n when u try to scold me for something nt entirely my fault wad do u expect. i'm like one of the onli ones in sch todae. n u want ur "very impt" thing done?no way.take this chance to scold me cax u are pissed? i rather u go use ur head to bang the wall.oh hold on. probably do something more uselful. like let sae.... jux disintigrate. dun be a load to others. when ure pissed, whenever u wanna talk, u gtta at least think. wad u sae will be wad ur future be like. somehow i lost my respect for u. i guess i'm thinking of booking a "one way" ticket to imh or jux rite in n complain. i'm certainly nt happy bout this. todaes sharon last dae aniwae. WISH U ALL E BEST! hmm. nice person. glad knowing u=) i'm jux amused to e fact tat whenever ppl wanna take photo wif u u jux sae ur hairs messy. lol. hahx. alvins sad now i guess. last chnce he will see her. hmm. i think i'm gonna miss her.
Sometimes, nt till u lose it do u feel precious bout it. treasure life experiences. They are part n parcel of life.
then went makan then home for STATS project. i jux realised e deadline is todae so i rushed during cca also.:) now my parts done. nothing more liao. jux worrying wad will happen to my ss, el and chem paper tomoro. i hate red. RED IS BAD FOR UR EYES CAX U GET SORE EYES. i'm telling myself i wun get one. sigh. el was bad. ss was ok. chem was bad. i dunnoe anything else. i gtta keep calm for tomoro. n yes since i'm gonna miss my sec 3 camp i will chiong for cca.
n i mean it. e 1000 cash mux be mine.
we have see more people out there trying their very best to live life to e fullest. making their life meaningful. teens are nt robots, thus nt supposed to be manipulated by e many souls that trying to divulge our freedom. we see in life that the moment we enjoy are often seen by others as a wastage of time or jux being childish. whenever we walk pass e playground, it somehow jux brings about e thoughts of our childhood, one most will often rmb bout. why cant teenage be the same. has stress become a moment that somehow destroys e happiness of our teenagehood. will adulthood be worst? i realli think the moments of life should be cherished whenever we can.
i hope this forestart gives mie a new moment in life. a concurrent thing to keep me moving.
